Matters In My Head....

Realization~~

2010-05-08T01:07:00.004+08:00

Just now attended the SMCGC music n testimony night..it was a great event I would like to say to the committee and everyone who were involved a job well done :)..

Anywayss throughout the whole event it dawned to me..how important PRAYER is and made me realize how I have prayed less and less when the going gets tough...been having so many pend up stress in me..where there are so many things just going through my head..till I was just fed up..plain fed up of things happening around me..

I just did not seem to even want to care of my work and just felt useless as things just seems to be out of my hands..my confidence level went from a average to ground zero..my head seems to be looking down instead of up..people have even noticed the change in my attitude..

Whatever I have been doing things these pass few weeks I have been doing things aimlessly without any goals and with that resulting in getting no success at all..so I would like to say sorry to those people who were affected by my mood these pass few weeks or maybe months which can be easily be summed up as EMO~~ Hahaha..

But after tonight was I was listening to the testimony given by the few SMCGC members of how important prayer it really hit me hard that I have thought I was alone in these midst of troubles and I have tried to carry all the worries on my shoulders..instead of looking to God for help who is ever knowing and ever loving..and also friends around who really do care for me :)

To everyone I would like to thank those who cared and a few who listened to my troubles I don't need to list down names but I am ever grateful to have met you great people =D for making me feel that I am not alone in this midst of troubles in your little ways of caring..

Ciaozzz

Shea 22 (konglong+ pig) ahahaha

Ka ching`~

2010-04-05T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hola~ just showing off how much my blog cost and to well keep people who visit my blog stop complaining about the lack of activity in my blog so my blog costs...*drumrolls*

Your website value?

Check out your website value if have :) the link is just there..

wooo~~~ $3K people imagine what I can do with that amount of cash =D just from blogging..imagine if I post more..HMMM

but hmmm that amount of cash..well seems cannot do much with it lo..maybe in the old days that amount means alot..now due to inflation well 3k seems like nothing already..paying my 1 semester of tuition fee already habis..

My 3k is just like that small flower so sad..all the bulls come...sad ho?

hey people suggest to me what I can do with this 3k that can make me happy :) open for suggestion see what you guys say while I ponder what i can do with it to..then maybe I ask blogger pay up..

Not much of a blog...just want to keep it active and well just been too busy and have lots in my mind to blog..so yea..Personally saying sorry to my ummm loyal readers?? hehe

ciaozzz~~

role models??

2010-02-06T14:51:00.005+08:00

Well someone said I only block every semester but now i shall blog..since I am bored..sorry for not bloggin but yea..everytime i am lazy hehe..

Anywaysss quite a few things have happened in my life but aiya..lazy to say now la..that one let it be next time if got time and if I want to do or not ;)..

So what have really caught my attention these few days are the sport celebrities that well have just killed their image to all the people young and old who looked up to them..you guys know who I am referring to..right??

The most recent is none other than... John Terry

He was the England Football team captain and still Chelsea captain...his captaincy got stripped away because of alledged affairs with and ex-teammate lover...when he is already married..hmm..

There is also Tiger Woods..known as the best golfer of the century? but again..married happily but again having affairs not one but more than one outside marriage..now marriage in jeopardy and he has taken and indefinite break from golf to patch things up..he earns alot from sponsorship but now one by one the companies are stopping to sponsor him..

hehe..As a Manchester United fan it is sad to see the captain to the middle finger gesture to and ex-teammate because of certain issues ahaha..maybe Tevez was asking for it..but still hmm..i don't think it should be done..

There is Drogba another Chelsea player who famously swore in front of the camera with all the beautiful languages you may know maybe not chinese one but well u know what I mean..just because they lost a very close game and some calls by the referee did not go their way..he was given a few games ban for that..

David Beckham you all know famously known as "golden balls" when this topic was hot..in court is already said that it did not happen but who knows same thing happily married but havin extra marital affairs outside it...hmmm...

Well just to side track off sports hehe..Edison Chen who don't know?? haha if you don't know memang you really cham no nid elaborate ahaha..just his career has gone done since the incident happened...

I just don't know why these people will do such things but maybe it's because they keep travelling and make them miss home I don't know maybe it is just human nature.. but it can really spoil their image as many young kids look up on them with all the extra marital affairs, swearing and etc..hehe..or it's just the media fault..making things bigger than it seems??

There are famous..yes that why normal people do these things well don't affect much as people llok up on them maybe that to cause it to happen as the stress of keeping a clean image is well..susah..haha..

and Allan if u reading this have fun in Australia ;) don't do what these people did haha...

just something I want to add on..hehe..my first post for 2010!! hahaha..

ciaozzz for now :P

finally!!!

2009-12-02T00:12:00.007+08:00

Woosh~ finally I am back to blogging wow that took sometime to really log back in and try to come up with something..yes I have been procrastinating..saying will blog tomorrow and tomorrow well.. as you guys may have heard this proverbs "Tomorrow never comes" :) well am very good in that..hehe :)

Well all i can say since the previous blog of MJ many things have happened throughout that period of time till now..let's see...for sure I know one whole semester just flew pass just like that.might maybe end up lik this... hmmm..

I can just remember a few key moments by going through my photos in my facebook a/c hehe..

First of I can quite remember is my first blood donation..yup my first and should not be last blood donation ahaha..took alot of self convincing to go to counter and sign up and etc.. as every semester i come up with lame excuses saying i am underweight, ada class and blah blah..ok got class is not lame excuse ho...

well here i am trying to put up a brave face but yea inside hehe..

it's going in!!!!!

yup O positive woot~

After that was the Kuching trip during the ummm.. should be 2nd tution free week that was the most impromptu trip i have ever been on ahaha..sorry forgot to take from Alvin..haiz~ sad..but I will always remember one thing 'white lady' oh yes..it turns you ummm...on?? hahaha

sori no pic so had to steal from other website paisei

and oh yea that gila...13 hours bus ride?? haha..leave Miri early morning end up in Kuching late a night that was some experience!!!

Hmm..wat else...oh yea prom hehe..supposed don't want to go but end up going hehe..not too bad..food well sucks..but the people around made up for it :)

the guys...

and the girls :)

and yes my date for the prom..funny la this one..another story and will not be told here..ppl who knows well hehe..for those who don't see i want tell or not :P

and yup VCF finally 10 years!! wow 10 years as a club lik Curtin wei..haha..not bad not bad congrats..:)

10 years!!!

meet my broken up family..clockwise from me..Edric (son), Alvin(the person breaking the family up by having something with me and Robert) , Emily (daughter), Robert (husband) missing Jenny and Ching Shen ^^

that should be all just for u all to meet Fufu and his mummy..not me wo..haha..Fufu is the Garfield and he will be everywhere we go and we love him :)..trust me you must love them..dun go against them..

anywayss we love him <3 ahaha..

CIAOZZZ!! :p

MJ hmmm..

2009-07-09T01:21:00.004+08:00

Yea nothing much to do so just blog something which I have been observing for quite some time..So the Memorial for Michael Jackson has just been done in Los Angeles July 7, 2009..it was a big event drawing a big crowd to remember the life and work of Michael Jackson and attended by many superstars such as Stevie Wonder, John Mayer, Kobe Bryant and many more..

Hope you readers know about Michael Jackson if not you must be living under a well or in a cave because the news about his death on June 25, 2009 because of a cardiac arrest is all over the news till now..

Anyhows this is just my point of view..it really irks me to see people starting to give an interest in Michael Jackson now...saying good things about him and all sorts..especially after his death and if u listen to Pilihan FM(Brunei Radio Channel) many callers call in to say how good he was and etc...as if they knew him well personally..

Now his records are selling like hot cakes in worldwide..this is abit sad as before that I don't seem to see people taking an interest in buying the records..but now it is a record sale..why are people buying now?? and letting the record companies to earn?? how about Jacko?? It was his music..he was in debts throughout his life if the records could sell like that at least it could settle his debts and could live a better life..correct me if I am wrong..

At times Jackson faced alot of legal charges such as the case child sexual abuse allegations thrown at him..he was defamed by the media at those bad times..and people gave him the nickname "Wacko Jacko"..people kept saying bad things about him and etc..well now seems to be a different story as they are praising him..not saying he is innocent which I have no idea only Michael Jackson knows if he did it or not..but I pity him to a certain extend people laughing at him for changing his skin colour and how pale he is and etc..

anyhow..i am just saying that why do we only care and recognize the person's works and life when they are dead?? Why don't they get the right respect when they are alive..such as the famous crocodile man- Steve Irwin remember him?? when he passed away then people start watching his shows and seeing re-runs of his shows.. other stars as well..normally you don't listen to their songs but when they pass away you start listening to them..

With this I end with all my ramblings..I hope I have not insulted anyone on this but yea..we should always remember this people not only during their deaths but when they are alive..I have nothing against Michael Jackson I like his songs..tried to follow his way of doing the famous moonwalk and also other dance moves..his songs really did touch many hearts and I hope will continue to do so :)..RIP MJ

Ciaozz Shea 22

2009 sem 1

2009-06-27T00:39:00.005+08:00

After 3 months plus..finally 2009 Semester 1 has ended..so I might as well summarize what has happened throughout the whole semester..well I am bored that is why i am doing this..remembering the good and bad old times..XD

Well this semester started with me changing from Civil & Construction Engineering to Chemical Engineering..there are many reasons for this change and if you want to know find me personally :)..lazy to write a whole story here for you guys hehe..

Anyways for the studies part I guess everything is alright with a great group of friends helping me out whenever I faced difficulties and they are a fun bunch too..many outings with this group..well here are some pics to show..hehe..

EFDP presentation group was fun :)

and this is the bowling session..hehe...

Team A

Team B

My bowling + drinking partner Betty :P..like dancing meh?A good example of a bad example in bowling..but full marks for the reaction..good example tht one :)

hehe guess who fell first?? never underestimate skinny ppl :)

well Jmee just knows to pose :P

well after that there a club I am quite involved in that is VCF (Varsity Christian Fellowship). .I am part of the committee previously and currently now..and stuck with the same post SOCIAL WELFARE!! hehe..

old committee

new committee

well overall had fun..joined the sports carnival and yes I believed my team got last but WTH we enjoyed ourselves..

joined the novice badminton competition got first place for men doubles and runner-up for mixed doubles hehe..then the Curtin Badminton Closed and got whooped~ ahaha..

got my first make-up session..as in ppl put lipstick, mascara and eye shadow on me..well it was a dare so have to do lo..

I washed off the mascara and eye shadow liaw..but lipstick still got abit..and the hairband :P

And finally got my hands on big apple donuts haha..

and lost my watch..hmm not yet tell dad dum de dum dum

and oh yea went to my first mission trip to Bakong..sori no gud pics just yet for this hehe..but it was great..

Anywayss it can be said this semester flew pass but overall learnt a great deal of things..met new people and said goodbye to some..oh well that is life ciaozz...

Shea22 :P

Beauty of cars..

2009-05-16T22:52:00.005+08:00

Hmmmm just a short post just tell you people I am still around don't worry still alive and whoopin arse!! haha..anywayss really been a long time since my last update..too busy I guess with assignments and mid-semester exams..so this short blog is going to be dedicated to my darling!! refer to old post..In how she changed my life for the good and the bad hehe..

well my car is a Proton Saga 1.3CC and for you guys information yes its an auto car..not manual but auto..so yea no playin with the crutch and gears..

So what has my darling changed in my life..well I can say i am getting alot of driving experiences driving up and down from Krokop to Senadin so can say about 30 min drive or less..depending on the traffic conditions and my urgency to reach there..and how to wash cars!! ahaa with alot of tips wakaka!!

anywayss my main point here..due to the arrival of my precious..I have been walking/cycling less..as I will be driving..

as I used to chase after the bus when I am late..walk to the restuarant for dinner or lunch..

ride the bike when I am rushing reports or go somewhere, where the bus cannot bring me or just not there..

So due to all these lack of exercises..I am openly saying I have become unhealthy and my stamina is gone (was there even any stamina in the first place?? hmmm ahaha)..this was clearly shown today after my event in relay running for sports carnival..I was half dead after completing the course..nearly felt like fainting..legs weaken and buckled and many more..just not the same me..I am still feeling the soreness in my legs..sad..haiz~

so readers whoever read this..cars are the one of the best things made for men..but then dun forget ur exercise..somehow I will have to work out a way to gain back what i have lost..

DON'T GET ME WRONG!! I still love my car XD

and on another note!! MANCHESTER UNITED HAS WON THE EPL TITLE!! so to Lau especially!! In your face!! GLORY Glory Man. Utd!!

and see how happy Sir Alex is..I wonder what will happen when he leaves! No matter what I will always be a Manchester United Supporter!! Champions League!! Here we come!! huhuhu

ciaozzz
Shea22

Free Weekk!!

2009-04-10T22:39:00.005+08:00

Woot~ finally the free week is here.. after a hard fought week back in Curtin a 2 week break is given to us woosh~ thank goodness deserve a break..but somehow this break is just the calm before the storm as we know after this 'break' mid term exam will come huhu..so can say this break is for us to study..am I studying? Hmm i doubt it hehe..

so before the free week many things happened..Firstly yea lots of assignments well tht is uni life we have to learn to juggle or assignments and play at the same time..eventhough I can admit i am very very bad at it..so yea the major thing was my Evolution presentation my group C-Kings presented on the topic "Development of Computers" it was a topic we chose and kinda regretted as the topic was too wide and hard to focus...we did out best eventhough our presentation was not good haha..what to do have to take what Dr.Tang give lo :P

My grp..Alastair, Thiha, me..poster taken away by Dr.Tang did not get a chance to take pic with it..but want to say thanks to Mable for helping me with the poster :)

The best comment he gave my group which was practically to me was movement was too exaggerated haha..as in he asked how can I bend so much..hehe..felexible waaa what can i say ;)

Well that is done the big event was Curtin Open Day which was held recently 4-4-09..as usual open booth sell things and etc..

Hardworking VCF members working at the stall hehe..:P

Coconuts in my car boot..I wonder how much i transported that day dum de dum dum..

Coupons which I had to sell prior to the open day..was bored during lecture ok...

Whole lot of coupons thrown into the box for the lcuky draw..Grand prize RBA trip for two to Perth!! the guy tht won it was shocked that when he went up the stage he tripped and fell down can say his lucky and also unlucky day..hehe

and this pic shows the following day after open day where club reps bring the coupons they got from their sales to the student council for couting and the girl in blue had to count for rm 3000+!! imagine the hard work!!!

however this semester different our club's (VCF) choir somehow was given the opportunity to sing as Curtin Choir during the event and we sang in front of the Chief Minister and what other important guests hehe..we sang the Australian and Malaysian National Anthem and also "You Raise Me Up"..it was great fun + hard work!!

The whole team!!

The guys!! (like football team pose le ) hehe

D girls!!

and me!!! wheee!~~~

To end this we saw this during lecture on the day before the graduation..just needed to show it..haha spot the mistake quite easy..heard they changed it before the thing started..hopefuly :P

Ciaozz
Shea22 ^^

I am bored!! hehe onli 2 days in Brunei and already fed up sadsad..

New~!! & Old~!

2009-03-22T14:12:00.007+08:00

Yo!! been some time this blog has been quite quiet so to just liven things up here is a blog..so my semester started a few weeks ago to be precise 23rd February 2009 and if you all are Bruneians or lived or now staying in Brunei..You people should know what date is that..if you don't let me refresh your mind by pressing F5 on the keyboard haha(lame)..

well its the Brunei's National day lo if you noobs don't know XD

anyways since the semester started a lot things has changed and also another busy life has started again..

First of all let me intro my new darling..I will always take care of her and make sure no one hurt her as much as possible..yes everyone Sheah Yih has finally got a new love in his life..and let me intro her to you people..

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Here you go feel so shy introducing you guys to her but here is my Saga!! whooo~ ^^

Why all of sudden i have this car?? coz I have moved to stay with my grandfather in Krokop therefore this is my mode of transportation there.. yes I moved out of Curtin Village!

Reasons:
1. The rental there is getting higher
2. I think i Dota too much there haha no offence Michael but I am struggling liaw le with my studies
3. Since i got a room here why not no need pay rental for it streamyx all for myself wakaka..

However I am leaving a great bunch of people who I will not forget as they have been there with me through my good and also bad times..

1. Allan Ang who can forget him ahaha..heard u having alot of late night out liaw a..naughty boy

2. George Ong ahaha has been there when I need him for advices or someone to talk to :P

3. Michael Wong teach me Dota leader of curtin village 5710 Dota team ahaha..

4. Yi Hang my supper companian since Boon Kiat left haha..

5. Jin Han hmmm intresting person still don't know you that well lo :P

6. Boon Kiat eventhough u left for Brunei quite some time how can forget you o..haha

7. how can forget this person Jenny!! haha..the lenglui of the rumah..Miss Curtin a.. hehe:P

8. not forgetting Joe and also Andy huhuhu..no pics found too bad XD..

well gud times gud times I'll never forget and cherish and also don't worry I will always be dropping by i love you guys too much la hahaha..

well that is all from me..:P

signing off
Shea 22 :P

Last Day....

2009-02-09T15:22:00.013+08:00

Dear Sir,

I would like to request to end my training here earlier than
scheduled which is 18 February 2009(Wednesday) to 13 February 2009(Friday) as I have some personal matters to attend to next week and may not be available.

I would also like to take this opportunity to thank the company, Ranhill
for giving me this training as I have gained valuable knowledge and experience
through this period of time.

Best regards,
Chung Sheah Yih

Oh dear..I sent it!!! I sent it!! few days ago..haha I am finishing work this Friday instead of the planned Wednesday!! Well not saying i hate the company because i met a great bunch of people in the office who tried to make my life in the office enjoyable..Its just that i guess i was not ready for this job I am a 1st year student doing internship..who would want to give a 1st year student a million or maybe billion dollar project to work on..most likely a disaster would happen hehe..Its Ranhill Worley le..a big consultancy company..mainly focus on oil and gas..

Since I had no work to do it seems I am just there to "Makan Gaji" don't feel good about it as now its the economic crisis and they are paying me blindly for doing nothing..So many more qualified people should be in my place instead of me..at least they can help the company achieve their goals :)

So what have i been doing these pass few weeks in the company?? hmmm..first expected things to do so happily sat there waiting for something to appear but as time passed no work was passed to me..asked around anything to do they said nothing at all..so end up they asked me to read their projects and one guy gave me books to read..

one of the books i read...

projects..and documents they let me read...

However i tried to read but dun understand much and since i wake up early to go to the office at 7am end up sleeping at my desk..learn a few ways to sleep wifout gettin caught hehe..should i try some in curtin?? hmm XD

my neighboour at work..Farshad if i am not wrong..Iranian..he is always busy..lol..the only time we talk is once i asked him where the toilet was and good mornings every time he arrives..

Since the documents are not really helping me get occupied..This is the time i decided to open up this blog..since i had so much time in hand..

the company's computer..Dell lagi..where i spent most of my time playing facebook..recently viwawa and doing my blog..

the other companion wif me entertaining me throughout office hour!! wonder what would happen wifout it..:)

and this is one of the stage of the origami rose i was and still doing..still stuck hmmm..looked easy on youtube..but i like this part for now hehe..

Well as a trainee you don't expect the company to give you much but however...they gave me....

my very own phone extension..been abusing it a lil bit by calling curtin concerning fees and miri city council for some permission for club activities save my credit waaa...hehe..

and an access card..this the visitor one but i have the one which is assigned to me kekeke

and my own name thingy..hahaha..cool le..look so professional..

hehe end wif a pic of me being vain a few times i was bored ok..:P

Before I end..I would like to say thanks to those people who have been entertaining me most of the time when I was bored..and Oja for sending and picking me up from work most of the time..:)

Ciaozzz..haf to sleep now last day of work coming up wakakaka...

Chap Goh Mei

2009-02-09T13:37:00.004+08:00

Well Chap Goh Mei has juz finished..the last day of Chinese New Year..Hope every1 had a great dinner with family or friends..I know i had a great one eventhough tiring and worried about work the next day hehe..

So this marks the end of Chinese New Year Celebration which means..NOOOO MORE!!
1. Gambling..haha hope u guys won money i know i did not :P

2. Lion dance we will have to wait again next year to hear their drums at the distance everytime we pai nian or stay at home..

3. Fireworks + firecrackers every nite & day throughout the CNY period boom here and there hehe

4. Visitin friends and relatives and receiving Ang Paos and eat till you cannot stuff yourself with anymore food haha..

and i guess much much more ^^

To be honest i am glad the Year of the Rat is over personally..Personally is just that my studies and personal life have just gone abit off road..With failures after failures and things that we would like to avoid keep happening on and on..so I am ready to put that aside change my perspective in life and keep moving and fighting on :)

Anwayss I just want to wish everyone a great year and hope this Year of the Ox will be a great one!! ^^ Lastly all of you stay positive and happy throughout this year..it is never bad to act silly once in a while as long it makes people smile kan?? hehe

Ciaozzz :P

Hola

2009-02-07T15:06:00.003+08:00

Well..after sometime thinking and persuasion by people..i have finally decided to open up this personal blog :)..Hooray!

Well this blog is just going to be about what is happening in my life and matters in my head..Still lots of things to learn in html..so damn new with all these things..lalalala

Anywayss this is just the starting so yea..hope there will be more to come ^^

For now cioazzz and leave u all with an intresting link introduced by some1 u noe who u are lo :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E72E6rqCjRU&feature=related

For those who wan to make something nice for valentines' day which is coming this may help..keke